Yeah I have not been on that much...well I have...but...well whatever. Ok so this is my first journal to write as a father!!! But other than that nothing new is going on. I need a job!!! I need to go down and check on some of the places I put apps in for. I'm trying for a night job...I work well at night...and I’m up all night anyway...seeing as the time is a little after 4 AM. It seems like my dream of being a writer are slowly slipping away…and every day I sit doing nothing makes me feel like I will be stuck at home all my life with my mom and dad. I need to get off my ass and start working towards something…if not for me I need to do it for my because I’m sure she just loves sitting at my parents house with our now one month old while I sit here and type up worthless crap…wow…sorry about that…it has been a long few weeks…but…yeah…sorry. Ok well I think this will be all for now. I should stop before I really go off on you guys. Hope everyone is ok…I should have a new band poem up soon…you know…the ones with all the different titles of songs in them…it is going to be and Incubus one…hope someone out there is looking forward to it!!!